This parable is the third in a series of tales about a mythical Kingdom ruled by one great King and maintained by His vast army of Warriors. Each person serves in an appointed area and each lives to give honor and glory to their King. Their jobs are simple: bring as many into the Kingdom as possible. Written especially for girls, these tales are written to focus on truths that can be translated into our lives today.
For the King! For the Kingdom!
Toria
a tale of healing
The battle was fierce. The hardest that the Warriors had ever fought. They knew it was impossible to take the city but the King’s plea rang in their ears, “There is a wounded girl, her heart has been crying to me. Save her. Bring her to the kingdom.”
He had called together all his most trusted Warriors. Even some of the ancient ones. Abashi, the Commander who had been with the King when the kingdom was formed, led the attack. Together with Aldwin and Cal, they had planned a daring rescue. Victory against the city was unattainable but they needed just one thing: to keep the enemy occupied long enough for the warrior-women to sneak into the dungeons and save the girl whose heart was crying.
“Alana,” Aldwin called, as his sword flashed. “Now is the time.” His beautiful warrior-wife lifted her head and met his eye. With a quick nod she slipped from the battle ranks. Soon she was met by Emberlyn and Clara. Throwing dark cloaks over their bright clothing, concealing their swords, they slipped through the enemy lines and headed straight toward the towering castle.
The dungeon door suddenly banged open and the girl jumped in fear. The only thing that ever came through the door was the monster. She started crying, uncontrollable. She was sure to die this time. She could not fight the monster again for she had no strength left.
The feeling of something soft touching her caused her eyes to jerk open and the tears to clog in her throat. She stared up at the strange looking woman who was bending over her. “Wh-h-o are you?” She mumbled out, her speech slurred from lack of use.
“I am Clara.” The woman answered. “Do you think you can stand?”
“N-no.” The girl responded. “I-I c-cannot.” She started crying again. “I am s-so t-tired.”
“It‘s okay.” Clara slipped an arm around the girl. “I will carry you.” She was amazed at the slightness of the child and felt her heart squeeze. No wonder the King had sent them.
The girl stared at Clara as they snuck through the underground of the castle. How was it possible for someone to be so plain looking and yet so completely lovely at the same time? “W-where a-are y-you taking me?” She asked, her body shaking.
“To see the King.” Clara answered, then shushed her gently. “We must be quiet now.”
The girl leaned her head against Clara’s shoulder and closed her eyes in exhaustion. She never saw the other two women who soon flanked their side. Nor did she see the great Warriors fighting the fiercest battle of their lives, just for her. Nor did she see the look of tender compassion and intense protectiveness that the warrior-women gave her. The only thing she knew was rest. For the first time in so many years, she had found rest.
“Oh, Alana.” Aldwin moaned to his wife when they had pulled away from the battle. He looked away from the girl, his heart breaking.
“I know.” Alana whispered. “Clara said that she hardly has the strength to speak.”
“It was the monster.” Clara said, walking up from behind them. “I saw him.” She laid another blanket over the slight form. “It looks like they made her fight the monster over and over.” She pointed to the old scars. “Whenever her wounds healed, they would send him in again.”
“But, why?” Alana questioned. “What could a child possibly have done to deserve this?”
Abashi came over then, having finished organizing the men for their homeward trip. “It’s the Enemy.” He said in explanation. He motioned for a Warrior to bring over a wagon. “He controls this city.”
The women placed blankets and cushions on the wagon and Aldwin lifted the girl, placing her on the soft bedding. She never stirred.
“Is it just that the Enemy hates the King so much?” Emberlyn questioned as she climbed onto the wagon beside the girl.
“Yes,” Abashi responded, “And he hates anything beautiful. Anything clean. Anything joyful.”
“So, at some point,” Alana said quietly, “This dear child was beautiful and clean and joyful.”
“And probably spoke of the King.” Cal shook his head. “I cannot wait until the King conquers that evil man once and for all.”
“He cannot yet.” Abashi told them, as they prepared their horses. “When the Enemy is destroyed, the whole city will go and all those in it. He has to allow time…” He swung himself up on his horse and looked toward the other Warriors. “Time to save as many as possible.” He looked again at the sleeping girl, covered with scars and open wounds. “Like her.”
“There is only one thing to do.” Clara stated as she pulled herself up onto the wagon beside the other two. “Let’s get her to the King as quick as possible. Only he can heal someone as wounded as this.”
Soon after the Warriors could be seen, galloping across the fields toward the Kingdom and the King.
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The girl opened her eyes. The room was big and light. She turned her head slowly, wincing at the pain that was sure to come. To her surprise, it never came. She turned her head again. Where was she? Oh, yes, that woman had come to the dungeon.
“Hello, there.” A voice said. The girl couldn’t see the owner of the voice but she felt warm at the sound. The words felt like soft waves of water swirling across her skin.
“It’s good to see you awake.” The voice said again. The girl turned her eyes, searching for the man who was speaking. He stepped forward, into her line of vision. He was tall and warm and vibrant. Who was he? She didn’t fear him, not like she had feared the Enemy. Instead she was in awe of him. To be so strong and so loving.
“Toria,” The man said, “Do you like that name? I think it fits you.”
The girl shook her head stiffly. “I don’t remember my real name.” She caught sight of the gold band around the man’s head. Was he the King that woman had talked about?
“That’s okay. In the Kingdom, everyone gets new names.” The King knelt by her bed. “Here, let me help you sit up.”
She sat up slowly. What a beautiful place! She felt so warm and comfortable. “I like the name Toria.” She looked over at the King. “What does it mean?”
“It means ‘always bright’.” He told her.
“Oh.” Toria looked down, catching sight of her scarred hands. “That’s not a very good name for me.”
“It’s a perfect name for you.” The King assured her. “Do you know why you’re here, in my kingdom?”
She shook her head.
“Because you have a bright heart that called for me, even from the dungeons. Do you remember crying for me?”
“I remember crying for a Savior.” Toria responded.
The King laughed. It was such a bright cheery laugh. “And that, my dear, Toria, is me.” He helped her stand to her feet.
She was amazed at the strength in her legs. Her feet were still scarred but all the wounds were closed. She looked at the King. “I’m healed.” She said softly.
“Mostly.” The King smiled at her. “As you live in the Kingdom, your complete healing will come.” He took hold of her hand. “Now, I have some people for you to meet.”
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Toria stepped into a room. It was a large room, with beautiful swirled paintings on the walls. She saw a group of people and with the King still holding her hand, walked toward them.
“Toria!” A woman called out as she separated from the group. “I can’t tell you how happy I am to see you!”
Toria stared at the woman. Something about her seemed so familiar but she couldn’t seem to place it. Did she know her?
“I’m Clara.” The woman smiled brightly, her face dancing. “Do you remember me?”
“Oh.” Toria looked around, confused. “You look different than I remember.”
Another woman laughed. “Of course she does.” The woman was tall and lovely with roses nestled in her hair. “She’s a princess. They never go out of the kingdom without disguising themselves.” The woman slipped an arm around Toria. “I’m Alana.”
“How did you know my name?” Toria asked.
“We brought you to the Kingdom weeks ago!” Clara told her.
Toria suddenly panicked. “Where’s the King?” She asked, looking around the group. All she saw were great warriors, with swords and smiles. Where had he gone?
“He’ll be back.” Alana assured her. “The King comes and goes. Don’t worry.”
“Yes, yes. No need to worry.” Clara repeated. “We have other things to do.”
“Indeed!” Alana declared.
“Like, what?” Toria asked.
“We’re going to get you settled in your new home.” Alana answered.
“Yes.” Clara smiled, “The King had a special place prepared just for you.” She turned toward the Warrior-men who were still talking amongst themselves. “Aldwin, is everything ready?”
“Yes, Princess.” Aldwin nodded, sending a warm smile toward the rescued girl. “Everything is ready and waiting for the King’s new daughter.”
The trip to her new home was short. Still inside the castle, she was taken past the stone-steps that led to the King’s chambers and around another corner. There, in the outer wall was a lovely apartment.
“If it is okay with you,” Clara smiled down at her, “We have built you a room onto the side of my home. That way you can share a bit of life with me as you learn and grow in the kingdom.”
Toria’s eyes were large as she looked at the tall warriors around her. “You want me to live with you?” Then suddenly, she grew fearful. “Are you going to feed me to the monsters?”
Clara dropped to her knees beside the girl as the others turned their heads slightly to hide their tears. “Oh, no, Toria. The King sent us to rescue you from the monsters. I can’t promise that you will never feel pain in the kingdom but I can promise that you will never be given to the monsters again, as long as you stay here.”
“If I never have to face the monsters, then I will never leave.” Toria proclaimed with a shaky voice.
She started toward the apartment door and didn’t notice the sad look that filled the warriors eyes. Nor did she hear Aldwin’s quiet whisper. “You will never be given to them, my dear, but that does not mean that you will never again face them.”
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Toria’s life took on a routine of sorts. She lived with Clara and helped keep the house. She learned to cook and sew and soon began to enjoy taking short trips into the village to buy food.
And more than any of those things, she spent part of every day with the King. He was more wonderful than anything she could have imagine. Kind, loving, forgiving.
Still, Toria found that while she felt satisfied with much of her life, she felt like somehow she was missing something. Every morning she would say goodbye to the Warriors as they rode to battle.
Breathtakingly beautiful Clara would be disguised as a simple peasant. Yet, soon, Toria learned to look behind the disguise and see the beauty that shown out of her eyes.
Alana and Aldwin would go, bringing back children from all over the enemy’s territory.
Cal and Emberlyn would leave with their company and bring back little girls who were carrying piles of rocks.
Everyone seemed to know their purpose clearly. Everyone seemed to be working for the King with diligence.
She missed her friends. She wished they would just stay in the Kingdom with her. Still, somehow she knew that she couldn’t ask that of them.
Yet, she envied them. Envied their trust. Envied their abilities. Envied their strength. Most of all, she envied their relationship with the King. They never seemed to doubt Him. Never seemed to wonder if He was with them. Not the way she did.
One time Alana’s daughter asked if she would go to war as well. Toria was overcome with fear and could not leave her small room for a week. Just the thought of the monster was enough to send her scurrying for cover.
The King watched her sadly but did not stop her retreat. Instead, He waited.
Under the careful supervision of Aldwin, Toria learned to use a sword. He patiently taught her the art of battle and in time she could spin around the practice ring, sword flying and clashing against her opponents with speed and accuracy.
Alana taught her to keep her mind focused on the King while in battle, singing for his glory and fighting for his honor.
But it was Clara who really tutored her. Toria would watch as Clara arrived home from battle, the peasant disguise fading as she entered the Kingdom and the beautiful Princess emerging.
“The King is always with you.” Clara would say to her, as they prepared for the night in their small apartment. “You need not fear.”
Toria would stare at the Warrior-Princess in amazement. In her mind, Clara was the most wonderful beautiful thing in the Kingdom. At times she would even think, “If Clara was with me, perhaps I could go to war.” After all, Clara had saved her from the monster once. She could easily do it again.
By the time Toria was a young woman, she was well trained in the King’s ways. Still, every day she would hide when the King’s Commanders would call their companies to order, preparing to lead them into battle. She would watch from a tall tower as they left the Kingdom, heading toward the Enemy’s land where the monsters lived.
Her heart would beat wildly, a longing growing to leave with them and fight like she had been taught. But then the fear would come, so strong she could taste it. So she hid.
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One day the King sat with Toria in His chambers where they had been visiting.
She grew quiet for a time then said, “My King?” as she looked up at him. The scars on her face still shown white against her tanned skin.
“Yes, Tori?” The King answered.
“Do you desire me to go to war?” She whispered.
“Yes, my dear. I desire that all the people in the Kingdom go out into the world and help save the lost.” He kept his tone gentle but he could still see the stiffening of her spine at the words.
“So I am a disappointment then,” she said, resigned.
He tilted her chin, pulling her gaze to his own. “Toria, you are not a disappointment. You are beloved.” He looked as if he desired to say more but kept silent.
“I’m afraid.” Toria finally said after moments of silence.
“I know.” He answered.
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Several nights later Toria was walking past the assembly room and heard the King speaking. Not knowing why, she was drawn to the doorway. His words echoed through the great hall and the men gathered listened intently.
“The Enemy has captured a village and thrown three of the residents into the dungeons of Milordia. They have been left to fight the monsters and are too weak to continue.” His gaze met the Commanders in front of him, “I need several companies to attack and a band of warrior-women to infiltrate the city to rescue them. Clara has agreed to lead the women. What Commanders are willing to lead? Cal? Aldwin? Micah?”
The men stood as the King spoke their names.
“For the King!” Aldwin’s voice rose.
“For the Kingdom!” The other two responded.
The King looked up from his position and noticed Toria, standing in the doorway. “And you, my little bright one,” He reached a hand toward her, “will you use your skills to help save the lost?”
She hesitated then looked at the men standing. They were the strongest people she knew. She would be safe from the monsters. They’ll protect me.
“Okay,” she whispered, “if you need me.”
The King smiled at her, excitement brimming from His eyes.
“We do, my bright one.” He lifted her in a warm hug and fear clenched her chest.
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The next morning, Toria rode out of the Kingdom for the first time since her arrival many years before.
The battle was fierce. Swords flashing. Arrows flying. Warriors shouting. Toria hid behind the supply wagon. She had been so thankful to hear that her job was to help with the meals. It was simple. And no fighting. Yet, the war seemed to be coming closer, surrounding her.
She kept watching. Terrified that the monsters would come. The women left her to break into the dungeons and she was alone.
I’m safe. She told herself. There were hundreds of trained Warriors around her. They would save her. They promised her that she’d never be fed to the monsters. They promised.
A cry of victory rose and she peaked from behind the wagon to see the warrior-women arriving with three waifs in their arms. The wounded were gently lifted into a wagon.
Something seemed to shake from within the enemy city and fresh soldiers poured through the gates. Every warrior turned to face the new onslaught. Except Toria. She ducked back behind the supply wagon and trembled from head to toe.
It was then that she heard it. A low growl that made her skin crawl and her breath die in her throat. “No.” She whispered, looking around for help. No one was close enough to call out to. She heard the noise again. It was so familiar. “I said I didn’t want to come to war.” She whispered, closing her eyes and pretending everything was fine.
She opened her eyes and saw it. The fiery red eyes and long vicious claws. “No!” The sound was piercing and frightening. She started running, racing to escape. She never saw Clara’s head jerk up, so she never saw the tears that fell for her.
Toria stopped running when she came to a great stone wall. She spun around, seeing too late that she had trapped herself. It was the same monster. The one from the dungeon. The one from her nightmares. The reason she hadn’t been willing to go to war for so many years.
“Help me!” She screamed as the monster leapt toward her and the claws ripped open the old wounds on her face. She screamed again as she was knocked to the ground. Her sword was still strapped to her side, forgotten as she kicked frantically, using every bit of strength she had. Where was everyone? Why weren’t they helping her?
The fear that had been laying doormat for years began to grow and spiral through her until she felt as if she couldn’t breathe. The pain blossomed and blood streamed into her eyes. With all she had left, she shoved the monster and stood to her feet. Then she ran again. She ran and ran, terrified. Something pushed her from behind and she ran faster.
Wiping the blood from her eyes she caught sight of Clara, fighting bravely. She waved her arms, hollering her name even as she felt the monsters hot breath on her neck. Clara looked toward her but continued on, never moving to save her.
Horrified, Toria looked around. Everyone was busy, distracted. They didn’t seem to notice that she was dying. A claw sank into her shoulder and she cried out as she went down. Why am I trying? She thought as the pain enveloped her. They don’t love me. They aren’t helping me. They promised to never feed me to the monsters, yet I am being eaten just the same.
Her hand fell limp at her side, brushing the hilt of her sword. Aldwin’s voice echoed in her memory. “Remember your sword, Tori. It is the only thing you have to fight with.”
She kicked her feet against the monster and yanked her sword from its sheaf. Her arm was so weak she could barely lift it. “Use the King’s name, Toria, speak it, sing it, shout it. Keep your mind on Him.” Alana’s voice whispered along with Aldwin’s.
“For the King.” The barely audible words slipped from blood stained lips. The monster roared. “For the kingdom!” She said, bracing the sword as the beast swiped at her, hitting the sharp edge. It only seemed to enrage the animal more. He drew back then charged with teeth bared.
I’m going to die. Toria groaned in agony. She scooted backward, glancing around. There was nothing. No one. It was only her and her worst nightmare. I’m all alone and I’m going to die.
“The King is always with you.” Clara’s gentle whisper broke through the layers of fear that were choking her.
“Where?!” She screamed, angry. “I’m dying and where is He?” Teeth sank into her arm and the sword dropped.
Rain began to pour from the sky. The water splashed against her bloodied face. In the fog of her pain she realized that the sound of the water reminded her of the Kings voice.
She looked down and found that the sword was back in her hand. Something was lifting her from the ground. The monster was roaring again, starting to charge. Warmth pressed against her back, bracing her. She let out a war-cry and lifted her sword as the monster came. Another sword appeared beside hers and a strong arm held them both steady. She watched as the beast fell to the ground in front of her, dead.
She stood staring at the unmoving body. Every nightmare she had ever faced. Dead. The warmth at her back spread through the rest of her body. She knew who was there before she turned. Knew it was Him.
His eyes met hers. His arms surrounded her. “You came.” She whispered and cried.
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It was nightfall by the time they caught up with the Company. Emberlyn rushed to meet them, Alana right behind her with bandages. They surrounded her, washing her face, applying ointment, wrapping the torn flesh with strips of white cloth.
The King stood beside her, holding her hand. She wanted to ask why He had waited so long but realized that it didn’t matter. He had come.
Clara came walking up and Toria felt a stab of betrayal. The King had come but Clara had turned away from her. She had begged for help and Clara had been too busy. They all had. They knew of her fears. Knew what she had faced all those years in the dungeons. Now there would be more scars to add to the old.
“My King.” Clara knelt. “How goes the battle?”
The King, still holding Toria’s hand, smiled. “It goes very well, Princess.”
Clara turned her gaze to Toria. “You killed your monster.”
“No thanks to you.” Toria answered, shocked at her bitter tone.
The Princess didn’t flinch or look ashamed. “You thought you needed my help?”
“Of course I did. I was all alone.” She pointed out, frustrated that she still didn’t seem to care.
“Oh, my Tori-girl.” Clara laughed. “You were never alone.” She pointed to the King, still holding her hand. “He was fighting beside you from the very beginning. You never needed me.”
Toria turned and looked into the King’s face. “It’s true.” He said, squeezing her hand gently. “I would never leave you to face any monster alone.”
Truth filled Toria’s heart. His footsteps beside her as she ran. His hand pushing hers to her sword. His voice reminding her of all she had learned. His arms lifting her up, bracing her back. His sword joining hers in the death blow.
He had been there just as He promised. Warmth spread through her. She could trust Him. Even in the middle of her pain, she could trust Him. Leaning forward, she kissed His cheek. “Thank you, my King.”
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It barely took a week for the wounds to heal. Nothing had cut deeper than the skin and Toria was amazed at how quickly they closed and were gone.
At the Celebration at weeks end, she was able to attend. Her sword banged against her leg as she walked to the square, listening to the songs of the people.
A step appeared beside her and she looked up into the King’s face. He smiled. She smiled back. A smile of belonging. Of faithfulness. Of trust. They reached the fountain and the King leaned forward to whisper, “Now, my little bright one, you are truly healed.”
She glanced down and caught sight of her reflection. The wounds were healed but something else was different. She looked again and saw that what He said was true. The scars were gone.
